I can’t keep fighting.
I am so
broken and beyond beaten
and I am just giving up.
I can’t keep begging.
It’s always your way over mine
even when I am right.
I could say the grass is green and I would
be wrong just because you are not the one who
I can’t keep crying.
I fear that I have no more tears
inside of me.
I ache for your forgiveness when you are
the one that needs to be asking for forgiveness.
I can’t keep walking on egg shells.
I don’t deserve it.